This is now.

tip top.

I’m trying so hard to stay at the top of my triangle.
It hasn’t been easy.

This weekend was the best.
But I’m a scardy cat.

I have so much to re-learn.

Sigh

Uncomfortable. Happy. Scared. Down. Silly. Scared. Hopeful. Hopeless. 
 

I want I want



I want it to be Friday.
I want it to be Friday because:

Eggs.
Tangle Tangle Tangle.
(Costume) Dinner Party.
Falling asleep/waking up. (ahem)
Treasure Hunt.
Tangle Tangle.
The window. (with or without tea)
etc. etc.

My dreams continue to make more & more sense to me.Last nights consisted of: Yelling out a window to my best friend. Riding in the car with my ex’s mother, explaining to her how I’m falling for someone new. & she dropped me off at home.I have been worried about her. (my best friend)Maybe that’s why I was yelling at her? I alsohaven’t seen her in a while. So I’m frustrated about it.& for my ex’s mom, I think it’s closure. Me exiting the car.sigh, it feels good. I’m falling out of my nest. & landing on top of you.

My dreams continue to make more & more sense to me.
Last nights consisted of: Yelling out a window to my
best friend. Riding in the car with my ex’s mother,
explaining to her how I’m falling for someone new.
& she dropped me off at home.

I have been worried about her. (my best friend)
Maybe that’s why I was yelling at her? I also
haven’t seen her in a while. So I’m frustrated about it.

& for my ex’s mom, I think it’s closure. Me exiting the car.
sigh, it feels good.



I’m falling out of my nest. & landing on top of you.

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